listening to: AHAB

http://www.myspace.com/ahabdoom

its always a day of joy when i find new bands to listen, cause i`m very selective and love doom but not that "too slow" and "too without any emotional tricks". maybe i like this cause it remind me of swallow the sun but more masculine (as we know every real doom quy think swallow the sun is this whining bitch music ;)

listen one song of this band and i`m fallen in love.
after neurosis i always miss those big emotions and and big scenes givin bands.
if i would have time to focus just on music i would do something like those + noise + feminine agressive touch.
if someday i have time maybe i would.

i`m taking my recorder with me cause i think i have time in poland to focus more on music and noise things too. i like record with this old machines cause it gives a very hollow and shitty and old sound. thats why i like to play old instruments, childrens toys etc cause the sound is not perfect it is as unperfect as i am.

today we are gonna party that i`m leaving this country .
i thought about giving some alcohollos to my friend so they can open up and say "fuck yeah we are so clad you leave" ;)
and then some food too so they have strenght to continue that all evening.

hmm. lots of things to do, pack, take my medicens.. plaa plaa.

today feeling happy no worries, im going to academy, im going to beautiful country and city, half year away from this gray,silent country.

my heart breaks when i think of my man and friends. but i will manage it.

today everyone lift a toast that finland is half year now riinu free zone and everyone can live their life quiet and passive.
ok??? ;)

im gonna be drunk, laugh and sing and hug and kiss.